”Try and set yourself the task not to think of a white bear, and you will see that, the cursed thing comes to mind every minute.” Fyodor Dostoyevskij ”Winter Notes on Summer Impressions” 1863
From 2009-2013 however, I actually managed to get this beast of my mind on several occasions. When it was out, it studied and presented the history and ideas of inner beasts, depths of the mind and life on the surface of things.